Jazz, Jam, & Other Janx

lol

Sun, 12 May 2013 11:10:17 +0100

nashville girls are calling me ‘well rounded’. where am i?

actually practicing guitar. my pinky is dying omg. it’s tough to allow myself to play with my...

Thu, 02 May 2013 08:19:05 +0100

actually practicing guitar. my pinky is dying omg.

it’s tough to allow myself to play with my hands so tired haha

lol now i am too scared to make moves on girls i like. again. sigh.

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 06:07:50 +0100

lol now i am too scared to make moves on girls i like.

again.

sigh.

these fucking anti-GMO kids on facebook

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 01:38:16 +0100

goddammit.

biting my tongue cus they’re exclusively my hippie friends.

but seriously. do some research on what GMO’s are, what they do, and why trying to legislate against GMO’s will doom humanity’s food security over the next century.

want cuddle

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 08:10:34 +0100

goddammit i need to say things that i'm too afraid to say

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 09:57:27 +0100

i just dont want to hurt anyone.

Don't Ask, Don't Tell / Defense Of Marriage Act president Bill Clinton is receiving a GLADD award.

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 08:05:28 +0100

oh how fickle

phantasypanicking: wanna go so fucking bad. damn i want to run...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 06:10:21 +0100

phantasypanicking:

wanna go so fucking bad.

damn i want to run lights here

OH YEAH

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 07:21:10 +0100

i forgot to update.

things are better now. i think i’m gonna leave nashville once my lease expires though. kinda meh about things but oh well

talking to couple, girl keeps giving me the eye, I want to indulge but i am speaking to her boyfriend.

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 07:16:31 +0100

this is how i get into trouble

man i just feel so empty

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 23:02:54 +0000

i just feel like i’ve got an aura of negative vibes surrounding me lately

i'd cry but i feel so dead and hopeless i don't have the emotions in me even at this point

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 08:08:53 +0000

It's all coming back

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 07:55:08 +0000

how could anyone be so evil?

Things That Are Free

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 20:14:45 +0000

marijuanalogues:

philolzophy:

Dancing

Laughing

Calling your parents

Getting lost in a book or magazine

Working out

Sleeping in

Laying in bed

Poetry

Sex

Pics of puppies and LOL cats on the internet

Going to the beach

Hot showers

Things that are ACTUALLY free:

Smiles

Humility

Sunshine

The air you breath

Meditation

Stretching

Laughing

b-ak3d: Illmaticnaz those hats are not for men

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 20:14:16 +0000

b-ak3d:

Illmaticnaz

those hats are not for men

Photo

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 06:02:18 +0000

well things are getting better.

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 06:01:45 +0000

but i’m still very shaken

I wish people understood how little attention i give my non-loved ones

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 21:05:50 +0000

am i a bad person?

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 21:02:35 +0000

i just don’t get it. i really don’t.

i’m 22, i just moved to a new city, i can’t be the man you expect me to be until i’ve gotten my life situation sorted. I can’t be who you want me to be when I’m still trying to find a steady job, friends, and my niche in town.

I want to be all you want me to be.

But I’m not. And right now, I can’t.

I’ve tried telling you all of this, sometimes i wimp out and change the subject, other times i downplay things because you start to get so sad, but i did tell you. What could I have done? Just ignored you? Dumped you like a shitty girlfriend?

I care about you, I always will. I was scared of hurting you, and now you think all of this happened because I don’t care about you?

I just…

It fucking hurts.

i'm so confused

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 20:57:13 +0000

what am i doing wrong?

apparently i should stop trying to carry on relationships with girls in any capacity. because this is seriously so shitty